You never knew what I needed

Your heart went on beating

But mine, alone, began to slow

And caused a pain you could not know

I look past the edge and all I see is pain

I cry about the days that will never be the same

Here or there I do not know

Lost again but still I go

Wandering something

Wondering nothing

Are we ever really living?

If everyday’s the same thing?

So what do I do from here?

What Do I do with me?

I just want my child to know

Why I smile and God makes rainbows

That it’s okay to be different or to play out in the rain

And that you won’t always be understood or win every game

And that you don’t need wings to fly

Just will enough to try.